pRoFiLe
krystal (dirty square boobs)
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: Monday, April 02, 2007 :
 FAM 4EVER!! <333
its times like these dat makes me wonder if god’s biased towards me.. ever since fri evenin (dis is 4 YOU as u specially asked for <3) i swear im e world’s most 4tunate lil gerger!!^^ thou 16 is a no. far too big 4 me 2 handle juz yet.. i’v been floatin on cloud9 e past 4days!!
THANK U SWEET ASSES!!^^ (i may not’v teared at e tent butt my heart did melt.. realli realli!!)
ask me how i fell aslp e past few nites.. quickquick ask!! =D
……GRINNIN FR EAR TO EAR!! XDD
goshhh times reali flies.. juz look how much we’v grown O.O WOAH~!! every yr’s connexio’s diff butt 2gt we combine= prettypretty!! –winks- aha!! still laughin at how dis beautiful journey began 3yrs back.. esp when victim sms ff dat silly qs den 270704 became sucha a special day n we gave ourselves ‘names’ XDD even our partings r all on e left!! –points up- im so gonna miss all these flashbacks my dears *.*
its beyond imaginable how life’d b aft pop n stuff.. fri wld b so empty w/o np n macs aft dat wif u guys wld b smt of yester yrs.. I DONT WAN!! =( looking at e photos RR collated brings back juz so much fond memories n how we used 2b silly sec1s =D funny how we actually imagines sec4 life n look where we’r now.. KANINABU!! XDD
ppl say sec sch fwens r e ones hu stay by ur side e longest n happiest.. TEN YRS LATER we’ll stil kp in touch n send our children to e same kindergarten n our daughters to st nicks!!^^ hope my bacon’s gone by then n no1 wld scold me =D ha!! e latter sounds qt impossible >.< butt no matter.. im sure we’d b too bz laughin at all e malu moments we shared.. ITS STUCK AT E BACK OF MY MIND!!^^
clique tee/ jacket soon?? *.*
i noe u wldn read dis butt still.. thx 4 e wonderful sat u planned luv!! its e bestestest day in my life ever <33 i bet god sent u down as my bdae prez since I’v been sucha a gd girl dis yr^^
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: Saturday, January 27, 2007 :
recently many things made me rethink about wat life is reali all abt.. as in y do we even do wat we do everyday.. wats our purpose n our goals?? or is dere even any in e 1st place >.<
every1 has smt to be sad abt n yet we'r juz "dat bunch of AA np ppl" hu laugh like mad baboons juz escaped fr e nearby zoo or smt.. deep down we'r juz insecure teens hu wan simple luv fr e ones ard us n yet it seems so unreachable.. cant we juz be hu we wanna be n not care abt how others think since it makes us a tad happier?? y make do wif so many walls n constrictions juz cuz dis is spore n we'r supposed law-by-law citizens -.-ll
on e other hand.. its not as if blurting out all ur unhappiness wld help either.. oni 2 possible outcomes wld occur: 1. WALAO she oni noe how to run away fr probs n complain to us.. TMD!! 2. eh wat happen to her ah.. dunno la i ask her den she say nth mad de (gossip continues till conclusion is made dat e person's AA) i prefer keepin everything to myself cuz i'v TERRIBLE memory= when sad incidents r 4gotten nobody wld be dere to remind me n heartaches can oni be overcome by urself n oni URSELF.. hey ur friend's consolation aren miracle pills!! TSK.. in fact i'd rather call ppl hu seeks attention wif friends' words of care n concern 'cowards' n deir consolin friends 'trouble makers' =x
2day sherwood made us write dis "daily routine" thingy durin cme (includes silly stuff like brushin teeth.. dont ask me y she so retarded) n i came to realise juz how borin my life was despite how hard i tried to make my points highly entertainin eg. maintain optimum gossip-sms mode durin lessons!! =D ha.. it was mostly revolved ard np n my beloved tiwie *.* extreme polarities mann =/
butt dats besides e pt.. wat struck me was how amusingly e human bein was mechanised to stand so much schedulity n robotism (no worries these 2 words aren cheemalogy.. its juz part of e krys' dic!!^^) we'r juz wonderin spirits wif aims dat do not stand.. aims dat suddenly seem so meaningless n silly.. to me at least O.o OH SO MIGHTY HOMO SAPIANS!! -kowtows-
anw does luv reali even exist or izzit juz a need of us lonesome creatures to find comfort in each other?? how selfish can we ever get.. its always all abt me myself n i >.< at times i can even get so mean as to not wanna treat ppl the way i noe perfectly well is politically correct.. its juz a matter of how e person treats me on a regular basis n whether or not my mood at dat particular pt in time allows me 2b mr nice guy =x
its almost impossible not to think dat way cuz its oni attained when one doesn feel anymore hurt nor heartbreaks.. when sadness no longer exists cuz we wld'v took things in stride n learnt how to view everything dat happens as smt dat does not create much impact n stay happi in our alr silenced lives.. afterall we'r juz teens n deres more in e future to overcome.. can we ever breathe e air we once used to breathe??
yes dere'll still be pain.. butt im happi n i hope u are too <3
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: Saturday, December 30, 2006 :
2006 is comin to an end alr.. SIGHS!!
i dont like endings.. not one bit >.<
doubt u even noe how badly shattered im i dont show much to any1 anw..
every sms every missed call every gust of wind every single nite everytime i look at my old cell everytime our song plays everytime i listen to e cd u gave everytime i laugh everytime i do np stuff everytime im alone..
EVERYTHING!!
everything reminds me of u butt i'v smt to admit: im e world's biggest BASTARD eva.. i'v NO courage
no courage to face up to u =( i'v said like a million n one sorries butt ur always so 4givin
GAHHHHHHHHH~~!! wats my fkin prob??! i even cried on e bus butt i'v no courage to face u
sorri.. thou i noe it doesn help anymore (its ur fave colour once agn..)
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: Tuesday, October 10, 2006 :
did any1 ever tell u juz how special u are?? e light u emit might even light up a star.. did any1 ever tell u how many times when dey were sad ur smile made dem smile abit?? in fact.. it made dem glad 4 e time u spent sendin things n sharin wdv u find..
dere r no words 2 thk u enuf!!^^ -blush-
did any1 ever tell u juz how much dey luv u?? well.. my dearest.. 2day im tellin u e same thing u told me <3
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: Friday, July 15, 2005 :
ahhhhhh!! i officially lost touch wif blogging!!!! -runs off 2 a corner n hide- gosh gosh gosh..i 4got how 2 get in2 my account n 4got e stupid pw (luckily e list of pws still under e keyboard) anw..i felt bored so -TADA!!- hmm..think wdv i type now wont b as funni as b4 since I LOST TOUCH??!! >.<> =3
oh..sch n np is like a qiao qiao ban cann?? i mean..1 up e other down sorta thing?? bleh..shan b selfish camper..life sux -rejoices- butt i think my class more funn butt..not as close as np lah..blogging is shoulder-straining -frowns- doubt any1 bothers coming 2 e cow's blog anymore thou -claps like mrs goh- oh SHIT!! reminds me of dat stupid chem lesson wif praveena..no use typing out since i told a no. of ppl n dey din find it funni -folds arms- HELLO???!!! I HAD 2 SPELL E WORD 'BREAST' OUT IN FRONT OF E CLASS WIF E TCHER LAUGHHING????????? sheesh..always lidat one leh..new tcher steps in2 class..new tcher asks a gal 2 kp quiet..new tcher asks e gal wats her name..new tcher rmbs gal as krystal -__-ll
hmph..kk now its abt pop n MAMA!!!! wah kao..like which 2 retards will sumo wrestle in e canteen juz 2 box each other's nehs lor??!!!! jian zhi jiu shi chen he ti tong ma -walks like huang shang- bleh..i dunno wat 2 say 2 MAMA..butt i was like too sad 2 tear sorta state during e performance..hmm it wont be e same eva agn lor..like which nco will laugh 2 her 21 monkeys every act..even if trip over a log oso can laugh till next day ;_; I DONT WANT DIS YR 2 END!!!! -whines- think my life will have a drastic change too..butt shan announce 2 e www here -sticks out tongue-
wats wif every1..isn even exam PERIOD like so troubled le..no need say U should noe hu U r ba..cant every1 juz kowtow 2 me n call me master now?? i rock cann??!!!! must remain positive -stern- POSITIVE I SAY!!!! XD
oh..dis is meant 2b a short post..dont expect too much fr piggish me -blinks innocently- life revolves in a circle..its sorta boring n i still luv loads of ppl..butt @ times..im still uncertain?? O.o
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: Monday, May 16, 2005 :
IM BLOGGING IM BLOGGING!!!! ohhhh godness..how many milleniums le ah?? *starts counting wif toes* XD finefine ameline..im in e com lab like.AGAIN??!!!! and hazel is vibrating me wif e "three gorgeous lambs" AHAHA!!!! oh god *laughs retardedly* oh god..3 gorges dams become lidat..dis further proves how POWDERFUL our geor-a-free teacher's engalis is *winks* heez..lulu jie jie..ur sis rox mann!!
aiya..recently alot of things happening..i dunno wats wrong wif me or me surroundings..I DONT WANNA CHANGE SITTING ARRANGEMENTS!!! *whines* i mean like..every1 is weird..im weird..e teachers r weirder!!! AHHHHHH!! wats dis world becoming *smacks face*
kk..more bonding is needed (outside e class specifically..e classs is noisy enough KEEP UP E GD WORK AH SIAOS!! *winks*) anw..think e holi will be apprpriate 4 smt diff..smt WITHOUT STRESS!!! NO MORE WHITE HAIR!!! AHHHHHHHH *_* so lookin 4ward..
fruits must stick more okie?? even mama leaving soon le..must make e best of e rest of her life O.o ahahah..OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I FAILED CC TEST CUZ SUANER WAS GUILTY!!! >.<; im sho shad..me chest is gonna be empty!!! ;_;
im officially sad *pulls cheeks down*
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: Wednesday, March 30, 2005 :
LESSON IN COM LAB AGN..!!! C(X retarded lah..anw haven been realli intrested in blogging these days *grins* wdv..anw juz wanted 2 apologise 2 any1 whom i offended dis whole wk cuz i haven been feeling meself O.O ahaha..aiya, like kinda obvious e fam's not as close as compared 2 rite aft camp..in fact, its getting kinda sian =x no offense lah..butt in class its weirder..IM SITTING RITE IN FRONT OF E F***ING TEACHER!!! >.< anw..shes like kinda rejoices over me being no longer able 2 sms in class le ;_; BLEH!!! HIAZZZZ..feel like dying now..shall jump off e mrt track wif hark as we've arranged C(X eeeeeee..den got so many wrk not yet do hmpgh..okaeee dis is damn weird..like its ONE DAY B4 ME BDAE *hint hint* n im blogging such a demoralising post..SHITIFIED!! juz got scolded indirectly by biscuit >.< byeeee..!! =3
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